Ever feel like you've been played? That shit hurts like a blow to the chest, and stings like hot needles all at the same time. I'm so angry my eyes are burning...vision blurry. Mad at myself that's the crazy part...cause I should've known better. Bent rules...all kinda of bullshit. So in actuality...I played myself...that's what burns most of all. Walls going back up, cause I haven't felt this kind of burn in years and I didn't miss it. From a most unexpected source too...blindsided. Lesson learned though...there's always a lesson right? Or is that just what we tell ourselves to make it hurt a little less...? I feel like screaming til my lungs collapse....dead ass.
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